the fallen empire

Typed this at |4/28/2007 02:03:00 PM| on Saturday, April 28, 2007

currently listening to move along.

i decided to move on, forgive, let bygones be bygones, bury the hatchet.

its useless to keep staying on the past. just move forwards and don't look backwards, its the same.

too bad i can't forget.

my brain doesn't have a delete button. D:

update:

got sick. the cold(again). must be the overwhelming guilt added with random emotions that equals to that. =__=;;

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Typed this at |4/27/2007 08:47:00 PM| on Friday, April 27, 2007

....decided to delete this post because of my privacy being compromised.

sorry to everyone who cared to bother about my endless whinings/complaints/angst spasms.

thank you for supporting me.

sad, angst, melancholy, tearful, watery eyes, cry, breaking down.

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Typed this at |4/26/2007 05:42:00 PM| on Thursday, April 26, 2007

gyaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

YESTERDAY
i was fucking STUDYING geog when i was skipping CHINESE TUITION! and then my parents GO BALLISTIC and kept saying i was not STUDYING, instead I WAS PLAYING.

when did they start like this?

why must they assume shit when i was going about studying?

why am i the black shit of the family?

is it me trying to say something?

and they're making me lose control of my emotions! things that make me happy/horny don't make testosterone rushing to my brain! fuckfuckfuck sooner or later, i am gonna either slice up idiots with a scissors or jump down a 10 storey building high on coke.

speaking of which, i got caught having untidy hair. untidy hair as in just woke up hair. =.=

like wow, HAIR CAN MAKE YOU CHEAT IN THE EXAMS!

ZOMG, HAIR CAN TRANSMIT INFO ELECRONICALLY.

COOL, HAIR CAN REALLY DO THAT! OMG, I AM SO EXCITED! WOW!!!!!!!

*mega f7-age*

i REFUSE to follow stupid rules

i REFUSE to follow blindly

i WILL fight for my rights(if i had any, but i doubt it since the school doesn't care for normal, nerdy, looks-like-fucking-shit express stream student)

=__=;;

and someone better change the bloody school marking system. what, you cannot transfer english marks into others and you can transfer mt marks into other subs? its like...killing off the english-oriented local students and giving other people who are very good in mt a chance to suceed in life while we, english students, go pick rubbish up from dustbins and was dinner plates.

how fun. :)

NOT.

you gotta love my hiding skills. :D stayed back today for 'hide and seek' mass session. lol i hide good. :)

compo mid years tomorrow, i wish everyone good luck and trash the shit out of other classes in it. i'll prolly have a blank mind tomorrow unless i get off being sad/emo/shit ended/low self esteem me.

now that's saying something. 0_0

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Typed this at |4/16/2007 06:32:00 PM| on Monday, April 16, 2007

had another pointless fall out with my parents again. seriously, haven't they heard of ONLINE LEARNING? i was finding tips and info on the SGEduLab forums damn it and all they think of computers is that we/us/teenagers use it to play games and GAMES only, and they are probably clueless about MSN, AIM or messenger. the pains of living with mildly technophobic parents is mind breaking at this era of computers and high end technology. ><

so on to my monday, shall we? :D

morning was as usual and considering usual, i am not normal, am i? =X and reached school at 6.56am+. took the newspapers as usual. :D after the morning assembly in which matthew [as normal] didn't sing the national anthem and left his hands FLAT ON HIS STOMACH in the pledge, i just hope that he will someday get caught by the principal or the dm zz.

pccg was spent trying to give suggestions for CARNIVAL DAY. damn it its so close and yet we still haven't decided on a type of stall we want. D: then it was ENGLISH! yay my fav subject! lol
we got into groups and did discussion of debate! IS THE RIGID CURRICULUM NEEDED? fun lol

recess...

science was practical test...as usual, i think i will crap this test. how lousy can i be? mother tongue was next, slept through the whole lesson because huanglaoshi was LITERALLY TALKING TO HIMSELF! damn it.

maths...variation, variation and more variation. i hate maths. D: but i must like maths so i can pass and go to some disciplined class or sth like that. sux0rz. then geog...=____= need i say?

maths peer tutoring. Had some problems with the worksheet but other than that, it was easy like me trying to open a can of coke. spent the rest of the time slacking and talking about random stuff with friends! friends rock in life. :D

than went home, leaving matthew, zaley and clement to be childish and smack each other with newspaper swords. i mean, they're 14 and they still want to smack each other...=__= but i guess its good stress relieving cos you get to smack people very hard. :DDDDDDDDD

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