Typed this at |6/28/2007 06:57:00 PM| on Thursday, June 28, 2007
Been feeling super crappy this week.
Monday-
New stuff. New physics teacher(Roar, I want Mr Yeo, he teach goodly). Gonna have swimming lessons on next next monday(Youth day, w00+). Nothing much.
Tuesday-
Forgot about everything.
Wednesday-
Assembly = screw.
Today-
Ava was farewell party to seniors. Eye pain.
Feeling sad.
Dunno why.
o__o;;
Not in the mood for idiots.
Tomorrow's Friday, great.
My nose is killing me.
Now lemme drop dead.
Typed this at |6/26/2007 03:56:00 PM| on Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Oh yeah, blame it all on the guy who is pissed.
Flame me, I don't give a shit.
Who cares if idiots complain? All they get are idiot solutions.
Typed this at |6/24/2007 07:15:00 PM| on Sunday, June 24, 2007
The holidays are over, and all hell breaks loose.
Typed this at |6/23/2007 01:35:00 PM| on Saturday, June 23, 2007
I dedicate the 150th post of this blog by screaming:
THE FUCKING HIGH E STRING OF MY GUITAR BROKE, HIT MY FINGER AND FORCED ME TO STOP SELF-PRACTICING ON CHORDS.
Typed this at |6/22/2007 06:19:00 PM| on Friday, June 22, 2007
Went cycling with Sha today at 1400 hours. We cycled to Pasir Ris park from my house(we met up there). It was raining, damn it.
Got drenched like hell when we got there. Luckily the rain stopped a few minutes later lol but still, our asses were wet as hell and we proceeded to rest on a nearby bench( that was burnt like fucking hell).
Fixed that kink in my (handed down) bicycle. Finally I can ride faster because the gears weren't so fucked up like my banana bike. XD Rested a little, then went to Tampines CENTRAL CC for lunch with our wet asses.
Waffle mania!
Then went to Sha's house( dried up, of course) to play a little of BLACK. lol, his electric guitar's connection cable to the amp was wacked. Sometimes can work, sometimes cannot. Lmao. Completed 2 levels on BLACK.
Went home. And here I am.
Note the happiness in my tone. :DDDDDDDDD
Typed this at |6/21/2007 12:42:00 PM| on Thursday, June 21, 2007
Its messed up.
All I need is someone to release my anger on. Fucking messed up.
What the fuck is happening to me?Scratch that.
Tell me what the fuck is wrong?!How about 3 annoying kids who taunt you, you can't retaliate because 'they're just kids', and if you do, you'll get one hell of a beating.
Take it away from me. Forgive my erratic behavior on the net, MSN, anything. I'm just not feeling 'me' anymore.
Typed this at |6/20/2007 08:27:00 PM| on Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Life is surprising me these few weeks.
First, I talked about love, infatuation and such over MSN with someone. Surprising, really. I don't usually talk about casually. But somehow, I just 'clicked' with that person and started talking about this kind of things I wouldn't usually talk about to a random person in my contact list.
Freaky.
Next, I found out that the person I missed most was just someone I was friends with, not her. Gee, funny how my head works.
Now that both of them are gone somewhere(Different places, mind you!)....I don't know.
Those of you who know my situation, please shut up. I don't want any more cock-ups in my life.
Geez.
Typed this at |6/19/2007 08:14:00 PM| on Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Wake up.
FlyFFed.
Mapled.
Lunch.
Mapled.
Family came back.
Sleep.
Dinner.
Sha screwed the SE balance.
Typed this at |6/18/2007 11:44:00 AM| on Monday, June 18, 2007
What's wrong with you, Darren?! Nothing, left. He's just having an angst attack, It's go in a few weeks.Geez right, you sure are helpful.Why thank you.Ignorant bitch. What'd you call me?!You ignorant bitch, you don't even care for him even though you are a part of him!I am not a part of him, I am an external hard drive for his oh-so-helpful-lefty. But still, you're connected with him! Why are you so stubborn?! I am not stubborn, you are. You refuse to face the fact of him being sad all the time, its not always fun and games in his life. Shut up, idiot.Denying the fact, first sign of desperation.Fuck off. Second sign of desperation, the F-word. WILL YOU STOP IT ALREADY?!Third and last sign of desperation, pleading for closure. Please, just shut up already! You're not helping him!! As I already said, I am not a part of him. ....Hopeless son of a bitch.
So be it.
Typed this at |6/17/2007 03:16:00 PM| on Sunday, June 17, 2007
Today....
Slept at 2am+ today, feeling damn tired when I woke up at 9am. Grabbed a cup of coffee, sat down here getting ready for a whole day of computing. =__=;;
Made a makeshift strap for my guitar by using old suspender thingoes which you clip them onto your pants.
Gee, I feel sad all of a sudden. Don't tell me something bad has happened, as per the usual hunches that I get correct often.
*touchwood! touchwood!!!*
Holidays are coming to an end. I did not do anything that can improve my life this past month, nothing better than slacking at the computer table.
I think I am having pre-holiday-ending-blues. :P
Typed this at |6/16/2007 01:26:00 PM| on Saturday, June 16, 2007
I'm not okay.
No shit, SherlockBeen hearing things since yesterday, about where am I heading in life, how will my infatuation last, what will happen to my skin if I don't do well in EOY and drop to normal, and why am I so down these days.
I'll prolly get shunned by every single person I am close with. Geez, the bloody angst bug is getting me again. D: Must be the damn rain. =__=;; Currently getting nowhere in my guitar skills, I think I really need a lesson or two to get me going.
*hopes to become lead guitarist for a rock/metal/punk/wdv shit band*
:D
My family(excluding me) is on holiday in Malacca, that means around 3 days of complete freedom and whatnot, though I am doubting I'm gonna spend it with friends and relatives. D:
Messed up life I got. Fortunately my relationship with my parents is slowly regaining, though I think it will crumble if I get the same results for midyears in EOY.
I hate this.Talk about harsh. Not to mention the tons of mental, physical, psychological trauma I am going to have if that was true.
Urrggh....*wipes situation off mind*
Well, this post has ended, goodbyehaveanicedaythankyouverymuchforreadingthisentry.
Typed this at |6/15/2007 02:42:00 PM| on Friday, June 15, 2007
Nothing much today.
feeling a little bit better after confessing i like kw.....Cleaned up the uneven line to the left of the screen, also cleared up the 2 middle lines.
grace invited me to her blog! :D Itching to download GE by getting that installation CD.
Typed this at |6/13/2007 11:28:00 AM| on Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I feel down today.
Like, real down.
The bottom, I guess. D:
I haven't done any of my homework.
Shit.
Life science competition coming up.
Haven't done any for that either.
The others too.
Fuck.
Currently in a self hating mood.
Dieeeeeee.
Typed this at |6/12/2007 11:38:00 AM| on Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Yo. :D
Forgot all about posting my trip pics. I actually went to Johor area, not Batam. >>;; Miscommunication caused that, sorry. :P
So yeah, I was the unofficial photographer for that trip albeit my lousy digital camera. Enjoy!
Owe that pic an apology. Bad timing. =__=;;
ZOMG A GHOST SHHIIIIIPPPP!!!!!
Nah, jk. XD
POTC, anyone? XD
Too bad it has no cannons, its just another friggin ship. D:
The sunset, how nice. :D
Ownage sunrise. :D
Another ownage pic of a sunrise. XD
Ok, that's the end. I don't wanna post pics with people in it because I have no permission from them to post it.
Unlike Zaley who posted the fucking video of me falling without my permission.
I can sue you for that.
Hah.
I gotta end this.
:P
K bye. :D
Typed this at |6/11/2007 11:54:00 AM| on Monday, June 11, 2007
This post is dedicated to someone I hate, even though I may have been a friend of it since a year ago.
It said things which have lowered my morale a dozen times or more. Up till now, I have not been able to regain that 'amount' of morale I had last year.
Last year was sweet, with a little hint of lemon and lime. I was innocent, one of the guys who was good in studies along with Clement, my self-proclaimed rival in exams and tests. Then along came that fiasco where someone (if I remember, it was either Jia She, or Jun wen) said I like that friend of mine.
I laughed along, not having a care in the world.
But during the ending part of last year, it said morale crushing things to me. I'd rather not say those things here lest I enrage anyone who cares.
That crushed my hope a little, nevertheless it was still strong.
Over the past 6 months, it kept on crushing my hopes. I hate it to the core now. Outside, you may see me as getting close to it, in the inside, I just fucking hate it. That bitch bugged me till I was on the verge of crumbling.
Recently, it spoke of my deteriorating percentage, how I became 2nd in class to whatever position I am now. It also became a student counsellor, fueling my hate and disappointment. I bet it asked its SC friends to vote for it to become one.
It talked about my low percentage AS IF it was my parents, nagging. What the fuck does it think it is?
Naturally, I was envious of it. Now, I just think being an SC is useless, my studies are dropping, my morale is falling, everything's pointing downwards for me.
That incident made me think, is it the one which is going to destroy my future? Is it the one who can reduce me to nothing?
I may be paranoid, but I think its the one. Definitely the one. Don't bother to guess who it is. You don't know what I am going through.
In the end, I will give a big FUCK YOU to it. You deserve it, give yourself a pat on the back for lowering my morale.
Typed this at |6/08/2007 07:29:00 PM| on Friday, June 8, 2007
BACK!!!!!
Typed this at |6/08/2007 11:27:00 AM| on
After....2 hours of mad editing, colour matching, and tons of guidance from Kw. THIS BLOGSKIN IS FINISHED!The invisible stuff will get fixed once I stop being lazy. I haven't felt this sense of achievement(see: warm, fuzzy feeling in chest) since like..last year when I got my EOY results. Zomg, this is....foreign. I am sure missing that fob blogskin, but I have to MOVE ON! Goodbye beloved FOB skin, ALOHA FULL MOON + EMOTASTIC SKIN!!!!!
Typed this at |6/07/2007 02:06:00 PM| on Thursday, June 7, 2007
Good day, mate. Yo!This is Fenny's left side speaking. His more funked up side of his brain, get it? XD He has left me to rot after that scrungy Maple-whatever game took over his ability to control us, thus we are now separated and be glad that you ain't seeing us in person. Indeed, we don't want random people faint-*woman comes in and faints after seeing two halves of brain trying to blog*-There goes another one. Don't forget about the more logical side of his brain, left. I'd daresay his ability to count what-you-callit-poh-shuns or what ever has increased ten fold after that horrid game took over him. His ability for hand-eye cooridination has also inproved after hours of tapping random keys on the keyboard. Even so, the letters on the keyboard are starting to fade already, rough hands he got eh? Yeah, this is Left, and this is Right. Thank you for reading this prevention-of-dead-stinking-blog entry, have a good day and good bye.
Typed this at |6/05/2007 06:18:00 PM| on Tuesday, June 5, 2007
(this is sorta 'show off' post XD)
I haven't took an artistic photo of something since...March? XD
:3 Pardon the dirt, please.
Typed this at |6/03/2007 09:43:00 PM| on Sunday, June 3, 2007
Today was much better than I expected.
Got my LP album. I saved. :D My first album without downloading or by parental begging. I am proud of myself. XD
Went to Dj's house again. Nothing much until we decided to go to Sha's house. Long time never go already. Died a lot as usual in Halo 2. P00ned in Burnout.
Then went to a classy assy restaurant with family. After that I excused myself and went to buy the album. :D And here I am!
Nothing much to update in the holidays lah, unless you want me to go explore Singapore by myself.
Hey good idea. I can explore ubin by myself and my p00nage map-reading skills. XD
Typed this at |6/02/2007 10:29:00 PM| on Saturday, June 2, 2007
I'm typing out this post in the calmest way I can be in this point of time. Fuck this, here goes.
I hate people who irritate me out of no reason at all. Take Ryan for example. He's just a fucking asshole in Sec 1, why should I be irritated by him.
After all, I have to be tolerant of younger people because I am older. Yeah, he ain't serious enough. I'd doubt he make it far in his life. That's for sure.
*is cursing because this blog is mine, so shut up and scram if you don't like what I am typing here because this is a free country* My life is screwed up badly. I woke up damn late today which is the day of the Oratory Competition. Why must fucking unlucky things happen to m these days!? Didn't bathe, didn't change my underwear ( not funny, assholes) and ran out of the house for Mdm Abbas to fetch me. Turned out Shafiqah also woke up late. AND SHE HAD HER BATH. Why me?!
The damn competition was just fucking-tastic. Very. Just crapped on about climate SHIT blah blah and I think I bored the shit out of the judges. I AM JUST FUCKING PISSED. Why did I go to Dj's house to play for a while when I could have been memorising my script?! WHY MUST I
CHOOSE TO GO THERE?!
GYAAAAAAAAAH.And back to fucking Ryan. He just cannot SHUT THE FUCKING HELL UP. His mouth just has to ramble on and on about shitfuck and other CRAP which irritates the rest of us! SO WHAT IF YOU TOOK THE CERTS FROM THE GUY?
Argh, I must really control myself.
And even though I found the reason for MapleStory's downloading HANG is caused by LAG, the fucking problem still persists EVEN THOUGH I CLOSED ALL PROGRAMS. JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?! I GIVE UP ON MAPLESTORY.
My life is all in a mess.
My sister has a fever, SO WHAT? I HAD A SICKNESS FEW DAYS BACK BUT YOU JUST TREATED ME NORMALLY.
GAH.
P.S. why do people donate their life savings to an unproved existence of something which does not guarantees results? I just don't know why us humans are so FOOLISH.
Typed this at |6/01/2007 07:08:00 PM| on Friday, June 1, 2007
Today was one heck of a busy day.
Morning, 0930 hours. Had to go to school for script practice for the competition tomorrow. Haven't even memorise finish yet leh. What the hell. And its tomorrow! ARGGGHHHHHHH.
Then p0nned CIP for AVA. Ha, I have better things to do ( MEMORISE SCRIPT LAH, HELLO) than going there and slack.
Then went to dj's house for a while and came back for more memorising of script.
Maybe p0nning dinner also. ROFL.
:3 Pardon the dirt, please.