Typed this at |6/16/2007 01:26:00 PM| on Saturday, June 16, 2007
I'm not okay.
No shit, SherlockBeen hearing things since yesterday, about where am I heading in life, how will my infatuation last, what will happen to my skin if I don't do well in EOY and drop to normal, and why am I so down these days.
I'll prolly get shunned by every single person I am close with. Geez, the bloody angst bug is getting me again. D: Must be the damn rain. =__=;; Currently getting nowhere in my guitar skills, I think I really need a lesson or two to get me going.
*hopes to become lead guitarist for a rock/metal/punk/wdv shit band*
:D
My family(excluding me) is on holiday in Malacca, that means around 3 days of complete freedom and whatnot, though I am doubting I'm gonna spend it with friends and relatives. D:
Messed up life I got. Fortunately my relationship with my parents is slowly regaining, though I think it will crumble if I get the same results for midyears in EOY.
I hate this.Talk about harsh. Not to mention the tons of mental, physical, psychological trauma I am going to have if that was true.
Urrggh....*wipes situation off mind*
Well, this post has ended, goodbyehaveanicedaythankyouverymuchforreadingthisentry.
